My Melody

Where are you my angel now?
Cant you see that I am crying
I know you cannot make it now
But you can see that I am crying....

Looking at you while you are sleeping; in my mind
I am sitting here weeping, all hours go so slow
Knowing you'll be leaving, I am hoping for a sign
But I know for sure that I have to let you go

I have asked you to walk up the hill
With a burden like me on your back
I have asked you to jump down from the hill
And prove; you'll always love me back

It was me at fault; I see it when I rewind
I wish it wasn't like this, I am not wise.
I gave my troubles when you had yours on mind
I am sorry that its too late now to realize.

You are gentle, kind and understanding
Even after all the hurt and disappointment
You are love, friend and my angel of healing
Even after all the fights and disagreement

Wish I didnt have to make all those mistakes
Please be patient and know that I am learning
I am sorry that you've to put yourself on stake
And still see strength inside me burning

Where are you my angel now?
Cant you see that I am crying
I know you cannot make it now
But you can see that I am crying....

I am sinking like a rock in the sea
I am burning down like a bridge
And my troubled chest broke all its doors
Filled water and sun in my empty room
I shall die young, which I didn't want
But this doesn't matter much like before

The water is taking me back to the start
Back to the water that broke and I was born
The sun welcomes me no more but says nothing
I am thinking if he knows me like i know him
But this doesn't matter any more
This doesn't matter like before

I was so tired of learning to talk
Building fences against my world
I was tired of finding you, you and you
Building bridges between our world
But this doesn't matter anymore
This doesnt matter at all much like before

And I am sinking like a stone in the sea
I will lie in the sea bed made up for me
Your beautiful smile still making me happy
I am feeling your hands on my body
I am dying young, I wanted to live with you
But this doesn't matter at all much like before