Silly love

My words are not sophisticated
My poem won’t be published
I had written to convey a message
If I have a cut, you have the bandage

I may not have the best tunes
It won’t put your heart into loops
But my music, is all I have
To express this feeling, I save

I can’t paint any masterpiece
With those, no King can be pleased
But my colors are my love’s reflection
I’d paint you in red and yellow combination

I can’t do salsa with alluring moves
Am I good dancer? I can’t prove
But I want to share the dance floor with you
And then whisper in your ear, I miss you.

Don’t count on me; I’m not a sport player.
I’ve not got much of spirit or flare.
But If I score, when ever I play
I’ll wave at you, it’s for you, I’ll declare.

I don’t make sculptures, I don’t know how to
But If I get some clay and furnace too
I would mould a figure resembling your face
It can’t be your disguise, I’ll expect no praise.

Hey boy, I can do anything to show
That I love you and I know
That you would not refuse
If I propose……………..?

Rise of christ

I was devastated to see him bleed
I collapsed, when he couldn’t stand on his feet
He was beside us in every crest and trough
I couldn’t save him, when he was in need

I stand numb near a pillar of white marble
Hiding my self, from that brutal slaughter
My feeble voice could not call for help
Dressed in black, I have got no pride and guilt

I hold a cloth, embraced close to my chest
I’ll heal his wounds when soldiers leave
No I won’t cry in front of him, it’s not right
It’s our last rendezvous, my last good bye.

His blood stained white walls in crimson
His screeches were louder than a torrent
My tears were not going to stop
The injustice of the king won’t be opposed

Hours have passed, King’s mercy has dried
Whole castle echoes with my cries
He looks into my eyes to console my pain
Oh lord, are you the source of his strength

I dared my men, to rescue my ally and their savior
I dared the god, to kill all human kind in a hurricane
But none of my pleas were given a humble heed
I had to settle for his content smile, that I tried at least.

My inefficacy consumed my self, I fainted
I don’t remember what happened next
I woke up in my bed, covered in sheets
Oh god, was it just a dream

The idiocyncracy of Death was over
I could smell the sweet breeze of summer
What I just witnessed was to my surprise
The rise of Christ

Conflict is in me

Wrong decisions bring crisis on me.
Days from past bring chaos to me.
I move faster, push a bit harder.
Now it seems, I pulled it closer.

I fear to look behind, my trailing crime.
My eyes won’t bear its evil smile.
I pray to lord, to end this run
Now it seems he’s having fun.

And Now…..

Slay me alive, take my life.
Stab my body a hundred times.
And I won’t let my strength die.
Rather I’ll kill the enemy and die.

My conscious haunts me to endless race.
I won’t escape and see demon in his face.
This war is silent, the clashes are inside.
My own fears were reining my pride.

I won’t hide my face, and cry anymore
Will unite my tears and let the flood flow
The wounds won’t heal, but my victory is for sure
The scars will make me ugly, but my soul it won’t.

Foolish was I

My memory is my fear, hopeless dreams reign
All the stars fade, when I want to see his face
My path is lost, when I think I can reach him
Foolish I tried unlocking my fate without a key.

My miracles won’t happen, endless troubles.
These 15 days have made me old enough.
These 227 miles have defeated my efforts.
Foolish I kept thinking that this won’t be over.

My desires were a burden, I’ll burn them.
This poem that I am writing, I won’t share.
Cut my throat, if you hear me say I love you.
Foolish I still can’t win over my emotions.